I don’t think tumblr is good for me…
Every time I get on I can literally feel myself becoming more afraid of people and dreading human contact and believing more and more that as a straight white Christian cis male I have no right to exist and that maybe it’s better for the world if I just keep being anxious and afraid of people because maybe I don’t deserve to be healthy?
I’m going to see if I can manage to stay away for a while. It’s always really hard because I end up feeling like I’m missing out on good posts so this might not even work, but I want to see if I can and see how it affects my mental health and maybe if it helps a lot I might end up deleting my blog? I don’t know. We’ll see.
But anyway I’ll see you all later (maybe?) I guess?